Chapter 36

"I think so. I have to contact him when I'm alone. I guess that means I let him know when Tanner goes golfing tomorrow. If he's watching, he'll probably knows when Tanner leaves."

"Oh, Brooke. This is horrible. I'm so sorry. Are you sure you can't tell Tanner and have him forgive you?"

"I hoped so. On the plane, I asked him if he could forgive me if I ever did a dumb thing. He said he could probably forgive anything except me ever being with another man. I think if he were to know I fellated someone right before our wedding, it would devastate him and he'd leave me."

"But if you continue to be controlled by this asshole, you'll end up being with another man again; the very thing you're trying to avoid. If you come clean now, it's one time you messed up. If you keep going, it will end up being a lot more than once."

"I know. That's what's killing me. I was a vir