Chapter 65

Keith

I breathed out a sigh for the hundredth of times.

To hell with my ego, I couldn't even stop him or see him off.

Gosh! What's fucking wrong with me? And shit why does regret feels to annoy me this much?

I was still in my thoughts when I heard a soft knock on my door, it was opened and Jude walked in.

"What are you doing here?" I raised my eyes at Jude who just walked into my room.

"Matthew left early." He began and I rolled my eyes at him.

"How's that any of your concern?" I opened a page from the book Mathew had left behind and how he had left my room replayed in my head.

Why am I still thinking about him? Why is each of the words he wrote down in this book making me miss him? How come I'm beginning to feel regret that I hadn't stopped him from leaving?

He looked hurt like I had said something bad and no matter how much I think about it, there's absolutely nothing I said that should have hurt him.

"I thought it would