Chapter 47

Maybe it was an odd arrangement, but it actually ended up working for Kat and me. She needed the stability of her boyfriend to fill a hole in her life. I felt like I understood it. She wanted a normal life and didn't want to allow her dark side to consume everything in her. I filled her need to feed the dark side, which left me on standby. Without a pressure relief valve for her darker desires, she would explode. So I remained on the side, like a pilot light, ready to ignite it when opportunity called. This worked for me and actually was quite fulfilling. I didn't want to give too much emotionally. I loved the taboo nature of our affair.

We didn't do too many 3 a.m. wakeup calls anymore. We reduced the frequency of our rendezvous but increased the quality of them. We took advantage when her boyfriend was out of town, spending the night together. We texted constantly. She wore her butt plug when I ordered it. I dabbled in the dating scene, mostly with party girls who were too y