Chapter 142

Logan’s POV

Forty eight days. That’s how long Layla has been gone. To say that I’ve been broken was a gross understatement. I was shattered beyond reverse and slowly, I began to curl into myself.

I find myself pacing my room every second.

In the earliest few days of her absence I tried to accept and pretend it wasn't hurting. I was in sheer denial.

But as hours turned into days, into many many days, I began to lose it. I found myself. lost as I stare at the walls, as I stare out the window and I'm lost on conversations during conference meetings.

I was greatly losing myself.

And tonight, I'm questioning myself, wondering if I have made the right choice by letting her go.

I didn’t chase her even though I’ve missed her terribly. In the early days, I’m tempted to go after her.

The very first night I’d discovered h