Chapter 79

I would still prefer to learn in any other way than that. Because even when I accepted Edward's choice. When I could finally understand that his choice was a calculated and perpetual measure, I finally let him rest in peace. But I still felt affected by those sad memories. I still felt incomplete. So, even after becoming an active part of that group of people who offered help to others, I still felt obliged to write this letter.

I made this decision after years. When I noticed that there was still a small step left for the definitive goodbye. When the tears dried up, and the love was passing. When I knew that there would be no chance of anyone bothering to do any tribute to Edward, that no one would remember him after my death, and I was afraid that it would make me lose him. I started writing this letter the moment I was aware that all loved ones deserve to be remembered.

It is sad, but true, that a healed wound can always bleed when someone does the correct pressu