Chapter 147

Silas’s POV

A cool shower is just what I need to cool my head, especially after what happened with Freya…

My chest hurts just thinking about it.

The look in her eyes, the physical pain in her body movements. I feel tortured knowing I had been the cause of all that, but my torture is probably nowhere close to what she’s going through…

And I hate myself for that reason.

More and more, I consider just running away from all these duties just to be with her, but that would be a cowardly move.

We would never be safe and constantly on the run. One mistake and we get caught—Father wouldn’t let her live.

And an Alpha never abandons his pack.

If this must be the cross I would bear to keep her safe, then so be it.

I step into my room again, shirtless and drying my damp hair with a micro fiber towel lazily.

It’s another night that would be most likely restless, so I’m not looking forward to it.

Just as I lock the doors beh