Chapter 174

The urge to throw up wasn't left out. I tried to control myself.

This isn't like me.

I wasn't like this before. What was wrong with me? I think I need some help. I got up on my feet and stepped into my room. I brought out my phone and called Judith but she wasn't picking up. I got tired and slumped on the bed and rolled around the bed cuddled up in my blanket. I was trying not to think about what Drake had said to me. To be honest I don't want to think about it too much. But I found myself remembering each and every word he had said to me.

He never even loved me.

"No, he loves you. He loves us. He is just confused right now. I can feel it."

"Confused? Did you just say confused, Sabrina? Don't even let me hear it at all. Confused about what? We were both comfortable in our relationship until he....oh, goodness. I don't even want to say anything at all. I don't even have the strength to bring up his issue." I replied to Sabrina and she kept quiet for a wh