Chapter 29

HAYDEN

“when c…can I leave?”

“we’ve already been through this before, and I won’t say it again, you aren’t leaving!” I grounded out more harshly than I intended to.

She flinched a little, I noticed she does that a lot lately, even at the slightest of my touch.

Her lower lips trembled as she blinked back tears

I stared at her for a while, she looked so small, fragile and innocent for all the shit that’s happened to her. Shits that were caused by me

She was right, I really was a monster, I couldn’t deny that…no I loved it when people gets scared of me, because only then would they obey, but it had snapped a nerve hearing it coming directly from her mouth last night.

I found that I didn’t want her to think of me that way, it had…

It had hurt a forbidden place in me, that I didn’t knew still existed.

It had made me felt so vulnerable and weak.

Right now I wondered how her life might have been if I didn’t barge into it and wreck