Chapter 180

I disappear up the stairs with my head on executing my plan of the last few days. Now more than ever, when he needs a good way to relieve stress and a pick me up to how wretched he must be feeling. I hold the key to making it all better, and I aim to pull out all the stops for him to ensure I do. I love him so much.

“Twenty minutes max,” he calls after me, but I’m already darting up the stairs so I can set about looking for something appropriate.

I don’t know why, but maybe it’s all this marriage talk and thinking about cheating husbands and weird fetishes that planted a seed in my head somewhere during the last few days. I thought about what I wasn’t giving him in terms of his needs. More specifically, Alexi’s lack of kinky sex, bondage, and such since we got together. I know he took it off the table because of how I am with it, but I know it’s in him to want it and long for it. That’s what kinks are. Strong desires and urges, and men stray when theirs are not met. He m