Chapter 105

I’ve read a million baby books this past few months and gone to so many classes in sheer anxiety that I will screw this all up. I can’t stop preparing and getting ready and worrying that we haven’t done something important or bought something we need. Arrick has been my constant shadow when he’s at home, and now he’s been on paternity leave for the last three weeks too, never letting me down. He still goes to early morning training and was gone for a fight last week overnight, but apart from that, he’s around pretty much all the time.

Pregnancy makes me crazy. Every appointment, every weird class I impulsively want to attend, including water sports for natural birthing… Prenatal yoga and how to ease your unborn to sleep using chimes… Arrick probably needs therapy after all this, but he’s doing it with much patience. Although he might need some crowns with the amount of teeth-gritting he does every day.

He is trying not to lose his mind with the depths of crazy I am capab