Chapter 89

I balk at him in sheer bewilderment over my shoulder, unsure what to do, but he’s forcing me to the bedroom now and smoothing my hair from the back. He leans in and kisses me on the side of the face, pushes me the last inch into my room, and pulls the door closed behind me, so I am left standing staring at my door with him on the other side. I seem to shake myself, turn and head for my bathroom, trying not to have some meltdown while in the process of trying to trust him not to give the game away.

I can’t face my parents like this; he just had his fingers inside me, and we were about to have sex… Literally, probably seconds away from it. My face heats with even the thought of it, and I catch myself in the reflection and gawp.

If this is how I look when he gets me turned on, then no wonder he likes it. I look wild. Flushed, pupils dilated crazily, and my blue eyes are much more tropical. My hair Is a little flyaway, but my lips look crazily kiss swollen. I have never seen