Chapter 50

Confrontation

“I’m sorry.”

I was just hurt by what he said. I don’t know what that sorry is for. Is it because of what you did to my sister? Is it because of how you made me feel? What for? I do not understand. I want to understand. I wanted to love you in the way I knew, but you were the one who pushed me then.

“I don’t know why you’re sorry. Please, I don’t want to hear that.” I remove the hand that was hugging me. While I continued cooking as well. For five years, we didn’t know what happened to each other. If we are both still breathing. How are Soleil, mommy Helena, and aunt Julia? All of them I want to ask you but in the five years I haven’t been able to show myself, I don’t know if that’s right.

When the noodles broth I was cooking was boiling, I turned the stove off. I cooked nothing else, I just mixed it with fresh foods to give it a unique taste. I turned off the stove, then would have lifted it without looking at him. Because deep thinking. I was b