Chapter 60

Zara’s POV

We sleep with a grudge. Yes, we didn't greet each other, no one said sorry, and we are still stubborn. The kids slept in separate rooms, and Lucas and I also slept in separate rooms.

I'm very onion-skinned now. Sometimes I feel like he doesn't love me anymore. I feel like I'm not important to him anymore. Sometimes I feel like it's getting cold in our marriage.

So I cried all night. It's so heavy on my heart. It's hard to think that his love for me is gone.

I thought Lucas and I were going to the end? But why is this? How quickly does he change his heart? How fast does he lose his feelings? I thought it was just me. Why?

All night, I cried over all the pain and weight I was feeling. It feels like someone's pushed my butt and left me numb until I have nothing at all. I feel like I'm running out of energy.

When I thought everything was okay, why is it like this? I thought we were strong. I thought we were fine. I thought everything was ok