Chapter 103. Thoughts

ADELINE’S POV

I stare at the ceiling with no thought in my head. I think of everything and nothing at the same time. I think and feel so much that I have become numb. All my emotions feel loke they have been turned off. Right now, all I want to do is use my mind and my brain and nit my heart. If I let my heart take over, I will not recover. I fall down the deep end and I will never be able to pull myself up again.

What I learned about Dante was gut-wrenching. He lied to me. I don’t know why he did it, but I feel so stupid, so used. I thought I had finally found someone that I could share everything with. Someone I would have no secrets with. But what Veronica and Colton told me about Dante is not just any secret. It’s a massive one.

It is such a huge part about his life that he deliberately kept away from me. To a certain extent, I understand him. I just feel sad that I had completely no idea the type of person I was dating. The type of person I fe