Chapter 66

Twenty-Three

I wasn't aware that I'd been making it void until today.

I stoop down and weep. "I... I can't say the same words anymore..."

"Yes, you can! Don't bind your perseverance over your fear!" The way she knocks my senses out of me rubs salt into my wounds. She's the only person who knows. She's the only person I never thought I'd been waiting for. And that made me pity myself dramatically.

"It's my fault! I plan my own sadness! I am so weak! I'm so selfish!"

"Okay, calm down—"

"It's my fault why he suffered... and suffering! It's my fault why he looked at me with such cold eyes! I ruined his life! He's the real victim, not me... I don't deserve him! I'm not worthy of his love!" I continued. Lanasia is trying to tame me; caressing my shoulders and finger-combing my hair. "How could I... How could I bestow misery to that kind werewolf!? How could he love someone like me!? What if he falls out of love because of my perversity!? I am not worthy