Chapter 56

Conrad's POV

I don't know how I should feel right now, I don't even know what I'm feeling. I don't know if I should feel bad, worried, sad, or just guilty. My emotions seem muted at the moment because there's nothing indicating that I should feel bad or that I've done something wrong.

I know that seeing me with Kamila was messed up, and almost getting intimate with her was even worse. I let myself be guided by opinions that weren't true, but I felt like they were because I was hurt, and my best solution was to kiss my ex. Albert's question has stuck in my mind. I know her, I know how she is, she never says what she truly thinks. Sometimes she starts to say something and then stays silent. When she does that, I assume it's because she has changed her mind, and that's fine, I understand. But I would love it if she were more open about things. It's not something I want to change about her, but something I would like her to work on. She doesn't just need to be open with me,