Chapter 71

I felt weird. I felt different. Instead of feeling numb and heavy. I felt light. It felt like I could float. It felt like I was physically floating in air. I didn't want to open my eyes. I didn't want to feel anything. I didn't want to admit and accept where I was right now. I just couldn't do it. I had lost everything. My family. My child. My mate. I couldn't accept this.

This was unfair. I had done everything. I went through so much pain. Emotional turmoil and this is what I get. My life has been so hard. I have nearly died once already. Been forced to leave my mate. Now I have been captured, stabbed and killed. No. I can't accept it. I won't accept it.

I need to live. I want to live. I want to grow old with my mate. I want to help the kingdom recover. I want to do something. I want to watch my son grow. I want to give him brothers and sisters. I want to be there on the day he finds his mate. I want to see him get married and become King. I want to see his children. My grandc