Chapter 53. Watch Yourself, Too

"What are you thinking about at present?" Kendric discovered me gazing vacantly outside.

I lament asking him what occurred before. I'm beginning to get envious for not having a great explanation. This is me being so uncertain about something previously finished. They're not even here any longer in his life, yet I actually have an envious outlook on anything that they did previously. I believe it's a poisonous quality that I got from my past connections that keeps me, as it were, like a prize sweetheart. They will laud me and post me on the web, yet when the tough situations come, what they will do is place their confidence in their exes, and I will simply learn about their concern when it is finished. It's like I'm their girlfriend when they are on top of their status quo, but I'm no longer worth anything to them when it's all about their problem. 

That is the reason ex-girlfriends make me go off the deep end some of the time. They made me restless and uncomfortable