Chapter 115

The sobs wrack my body, but Jyeon holds me tight, keeping me cuddled in even as pain tears me apart. His own body is moving slightly because he has tears too.

“Do you know how many women take dr*gs, get drunk, party, do extreme sports and all sorts and never hinder their pregnancies? Probably more than you realize, Sol. This wasn’t because you didn’t look after yourself… it just was. She wasn’t meant to be, and it took me a long time to realize that. You were in shock… pain… I should have been more understanding and realized you needed me by your side.”

“It was my fault. I didn’t come to her and left you with her as though I didn’t care.” I can’t accept that I had no blame for this. I got on a plane while knowing it was risky. I never went to the hospital when I had my first show of blood as I should have. And when she was laid in an incubator fighting for her life, I had no courage to walk in those doors and see her strapped to machines while he held her tiny hand. I di