Chapter 36. Our Little Secret

Jace's POV

Garrett was really something. His last question still had me amused as I recalled him asking if I was wet.

I mean, what grown man without a disease did?

But then I was glad he wanted me to lay with him on the bed. I actually was really scared about doing so earlier as I did not want to provoke him. He had asked me to treat myself as one of the occupants and I could decide what I wanted with my bedroom and who I wanted inside but I most certainly could not find the courage to ask him out of the room.

Eventually, I climbed the bed and moved to the other edge even though all I desired was to go there where he laid and have him hold me.

I was ashamed of myself. How could I be thinking of such things when I knew deep within my heart that it was really wrong to do so. What was actually wrong with me? Was this how damaged I had become that I would think that a straight man would want to hold me?

But a part of me questioned him as w