Chapter 39

If I had known that I would lose you, I would have kissed you harder this morning, I would have made each kiss eternal.

I kept remembering that specific phrase, more because I would have done exactly the same.

I was already in my pajamas, lying on my back in bed, looking at nothing in the dark. All he could hear were Rita's soft snores, and a bit of the music mix coming from his iPod.

Adele's music wasn't exactly helpful with my bouts of depression; Tears kept coming out of my eyes… I just wished they would go away soon. That everything shut down as quickly as possible so that he could stop feeling what he was feeling.

I barely slept that night, and the next five nights after that weren't easy either. But she was going to get over it, she had to.

It was going to end up hurting me more in the long run if I continued my relationship with Colton.

I had to learn to be who I once was without him.

Everything would be fine... or