Chapter 79. Resting

Ayla POV

My whole body is aching, my head is throbbing, and I just don't want to open my eyes, I'm starting to have lapses of something that seems to be memories.

I clung to Soren, begging him to help me, to take me, while he just held me and whispered that it was going to be okay.

I was trying to hold onto his sex, but he was holding my hands and I could see tears in his eyes. How much it was hurting him...

I remember trying to bite him several times, but Soren held my face and wouldn't let me.

There were many other situations when my body was burning with need and at the same time as begging, I was relieved that he held on.

Parts of me know that my actions weren't safe, that I wasn't thinking straight, and that's what's keeping me sane right now.

I can hear Soren's breathing steady, he's asleep, probably exhausted from fighting me so hard. The temperature in the room is very hot, and I can feel the weight of the blanket, but at the same t