Chapter 37. Benjamin

I stayed with him, he told me to go back but I refused. I called Peggy, told her to watch Tara for me when I decided to spend the night at Benji's. He curled in my arms, he looked fragile though earlier he insisted on his deviant ways with me. My beautiful lover wanted me to hurt him, still, my mind wandered what made him do so while I did it, wanting to do anything he asks.

My thoughts won't let me be, I spent half of the night watching him, rubbing his naked back, kissing his forehead until I let myself drift to slumber, holding him in my arms. I told myself that I'd never let him sleep alone. That I'll be by his side, and he'll be in my arms every damn night after tonight.

My mind was planning, I will make him see and drag him back to my side if I have to. He's mine and I will make sure he knows it.

Morning came and he stirred in my arms, let out the sweetest little oomph that makes me wake up alerting myself that I was at his pla