Chapter 120

"Welcome mom, I couldn't sleep. I really missed you. Each time you are not around for a long time or late into the night, I'm always scared."

A sharp pick pierces my heart. "Scared of what?" I remember the incident that occurred to me five years ago, how I found the gory sight of my parents on the floor, I was scared. I'm praying nothing happens to me in reality that would make Fridolf scared, I want to live and take care of him.

Oh moon goddess! Assist me in this revenge I want to take, make it successful, don't ever let me be a fallen hero.

I lift my head up to pray while hugging Fridolf. I recall those times I used to go for wars, before and after my parents' death. All those memories are fresh in my head, how some of my friends whom we joined the Defence Academy together and graduated with died, it was a most horrible experience. Since then, each time I want to go to war, I haven't gone to one recently, or I want to engage on a dangerous m