Chapter 18. Her Ex-lover's Wedding

I have to fight back the tears that threatened to fall from my face.

He was so handsome in his white coat with golden and royal blue lining designs and a small rose on the lapel of it. His dark hair, usually wavy and messy, was shiny and brushed up neatly. His smile was wide and bright as he and Lady Kendra exchanged vows. It killed me because they looked so perfect together.

The blaring sound of the cheering of the people echoed inside the venue. The amazing lilac flowers added to the delightfulness of the celebration for the wedding of Lady Kendra, the jewel of the Tyrell Pack, and the Beta, Sir Ralph Rutherford, my former master.

…and lover.

I watched them both having the sweetest time of their lives as if they were the only people in this place. It was a torture for me. It was as if I was going to explode any moment in so much grief and pain. I wished the ground would swallow me whole, just so I never have to suffer this unbearable pain in my chest. It wa