Chapter 19

Lucianna’s POV

I woke up early the next day and I thought everything was just a nightmare but I proved myself wrong as my hands clutched on the familiar blanket. The fabric still has Justin’s scent. I sobbed, letting a low whimpers of cries.

I killed him…

I just killed an innocent man.

My hand was not the one which was stained by his blood, but it’s not clean at all. I am the reason that he was killed! If only I become honest, if only I did not let my anger and my heat took me over, he might still be alive.

My lips trembled and the sobs stopped but my tears continue flowing nonstop. If only…

I know I can’t take him back. I lost to Jacob. Again. I fucking lose, I really am weak. I was not able to do anything to save Justin, I’m… the worst.

‘Let’s run away… complete the mating with mate then let’s run away.’ my wolf said, repeating the same suggestion she thought last night.

I cried silently again. I can’t! I can’t do that