Chapter 46

Throughout their life together, Jess rarely mentioned Alef Mahesa, Sammy, or... that Bastard Roy. For her, they were just the past for both her and Kenzo. She didn't care what kind of punishment Roy and Sammy were undergoing. What was clear was that Fathia had informed her that both of them were involved in serious legal troubles.

The memories from that time still haunted her enough. She didn't want to deal with things that could damage her soul anymore. This included memories of failing to protect Asmara.

With Kenzo, she consulted a psychiatrist because the guilt-driven anxiety disorder didn't really fade away. There were nights when Jess could cry out of sadness, remembering the failure that once plagued her life. She also didn't want Kenzo near her when the shadows of those four men suddenly haunted her. Jess said her eyes were like sharp, piercing eagles, ready to tear her apart.

Jess didn't want to sink too deep into her fear. She need