Chapter 36. Merlin’s Taunt

“Liesl, you have it wrong.” He gently cupped her cheek and stared into her eyes. “I took the pills because I explode every time, I’m near you. I can’t keep it up because you turn me on so much, I’m blowing my load too fast to give you pleasure first. I have zero control with you.”

She swallowed at his words and shook her head, slapping his hand off her face. “You said it was because work made you unable…”

“I didn’t want you to think I couldn’t keep up with my wife,” he said, his eyes searching hers for any sign which would give him hope.

“You need to go get your clothes on and get out.”

“I know if you came with me, if we went to bed right now, you would remember how much I love you and how much you love me.”

“No. What I would feel if I went to bed with you right now is filthy, dirty, and low. You’re married to my sister and unlike her, I won’t fuck my sister’s husband. You can give me all the words and sweet talk in the world, Merl, but the truth is, yo