Chapter 65

Charlie calls me again and I feel like I might lose my shit with him. I don’t want to go; I want to stay here and remember every piece of her… I don’t know if I will ever see her again, or if I do, when. He has no idea how big a deal this is, to have her finally talk to me, after months of silent hell. How many times I have tried to will her to call me and got nothing. I turn and gesture two minutes, glaring again and see Tom shove him in the arm, lean in to say something and I hope to god he’s threatening him… I sure as hell will be taking this out on his face soon enough.

I look back and see her shuffling her feet uncomfortably and my heart sinks. She wants to go; I should let her. Stop dragging this out, even if I would have her stand here all day just so I don’t have to not see her again. I’m making this awkward for her, making her upset and that’s the last thing I want.

Her boyfriend is staring at me a little oddly and I wonder if he is trying to figure out what I w