Chapter 64

The blonde guy with her, the guy I saw her with at her building, the guy Jake told me is the man she’s serious about. He has her hand in his as they turn together, and I have to hold onto every part of my self-control to not rip them apart and shove him halfway across the room. I hate that he’s touching her, that he gets to be with her, be close to her, make her laugh and listen to her problems. I hate that he’s with her at all. It’s a mix of pain and anger, jealousy, and regret, and it sucks like hell.

“Hi.” She says softly, surprise in her face; so perfect, a voice that can both wound me to the core and yet fill a part of me at the same time. Those blue eyes that have been missing in my life, burn my heart with just one contact and I have to swallow hard to control how much it hurts. She looks like everything I miss. No girl has ever compared to her, how beautiful she is, how she makes me feel.

I was a fool to ever lose her and I deserve this bull shit right here. I de