Chapter 209

How could he describe this feeling, the feeling of loss washing over him? Of loneliness? 

Maybe homesickness?

The last week he had struggled to look at things the same, checking files to see if there was anything he could stick his nose into, that could get him back to Campania but he had found nothing.

It didn't bid his mental health good to remember Kyra warned him. When did he become so bullheaded? how could he have taken the freedom he got in Campania for granted?

There was another way to get out of here, Calling Adler and eating back his words by asking him to give the orders. 

In Times like this, he wished he had his crucifix to hold onto. But wouldn't that be hypocrisy? would God forgive the faith he had lost in him? Times like this he wished for Father Martins's voice, telling him how there wasn't a fault God couldn't pardon.

He could go back to the house where he last saw his crucifix, but that would mean going back to