Chapter 235

ADLER

**FOUR MONTHS AGO**

He could hear the elevator go down and for the first time in his life since the afternoon his mother died, he wanted to drop to his knees and give it all up.

It was over. The wet towel seemed to burn against his skin, the wet towel over his head was now hot lava, and the metal around his finger was rapidly heating up and cutting off his circulation.

He couldn't make it, there was no use trying, for what he had done, this was well-deserved, two hells in one lifetime, he dared anyone to beat that?

But Lily? His mind tugged. What about Lily? The thought that he was never going to see her again was too great a loss to take without trying.

Adler rose.

Then came the beam, whirling down and landing on where his lower legs were supposed to have been if he hadn't rolled over just in time, his palm flattened on the hot ground.

Holy fuck! He snapped it back to himself and hastily yanked out the hot ring, hoping to save i