Chapter 175. Accepting Help

What kind of sh*t was that? What did she mean by that? 

“Embracing them?” I repeated, my voice tinged with disbelief. “You want me to just let them in and accept them? How is that supposed to help? Did you not hear me when I said that they’re the reason I be pulled to death?” 

Jade chuckled weakly, but her expression was serious though. “Think about it, Rue. The Dance of the Spirits is all about balance, right? If you’re fighting those thoughts, you’re creating resistance. The spirits don’t respond well to resistance—they respond to harmony. You have to be able to accept those negative thoughts, and not just them, but the parts of yourself you hate so much and push them away. Acceptance is key.” 

I frowned, her words settling uneasily in my mind. “So, what? I’m supposed to let those dark thoughts consume me? That does not sound like it makes sense, no offense.” 

“Well, not consume you,” She clarified, leaning forward slightly. “Accept them, Rue.