Chapter 46. Please Stay Alive

KEIRA's POV

I decided to keep seeing Dr Kenswood as my therapist. It was time I got my life back on track and strive to be better. Mom would not have wanted me to turn out the way I did. I was doing this for her. I thought of all the things she would've wanted if she were still alive.

First things first, she would want me to take school seriously and improve my grades. She would want me to live the best life even in her absence and not keep holding on to the past. It did more damage than I could have ever imagined.

Staying away from Clint was also on my list of priorities. It was for the best, I kept telling myself. The goal was to get better, with or without Clint's help.

I would have to start getting used to Dr Kenswood's sessions. They were nowhere near Clint's but it was still better than nothing.

I still had my urges, though. They were more controlled now compared to before, but it was there. I no longer felt the need to fantasise about every hot m