Chapter 66. Fears of the Heart

     "I'm scared and I don't know where to go. Gerard is gone. I am all alone. If I don't get pregnant I will be kicked out of this pack. My parents will not accept someone who is disgracing their reputation. Nolana, my daughter will be in danger and my son...' 

"I'm with you, Oceana, so you are not alone.' 

"You have no idea what they want from me. They want an heir. I can't give him a child. Nolana is growing up every day, there's never a day that passes by that I don't get scared and hoping for a miracle to come out of nowhere and bring Gerard to me. I lost my son, Jessie.' I cried out bitterly clenching my fist with so much grief and sorrow.

I just want to commit suicide and end everything. 

What about my daughter? An innocent soul I brought to this world. What will she think of her mother if she commits suicide and leaves her?

"Mother took him away from me and promised to take care of him. She didn't want Garold to know I hav