Chapter 14

Ash's POV

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

"Fuck!" 

Why did I do that? What was wrong with me? I should not let Riley play with my head again. I could not let that happen. I've been burned once and there was no way I was planning to get burned again. No, no. I needed a drink. I needed something, anything. This wasn't me. I was supposed to be over her. She cheated on me. I should not be attracted to someone who cheated on me. I should not be having thoughts about someone who cheated on me. I should not be thinking about what sounds she makes when I kiss her. When I touch her in places she loves. I should not be having thoughts about Riley. It was like I was doing things all over again. I always fell for her charms. 

Fuck me. Not this time. I'm not going to crash and burn with the same person. I'm not going to let it happen to me this time. But first, how do I get rid of this hard-on? I don't want to masturbate to the thought of Riley but fuck she looked so sweet to