Chapter 38

Raymond's POV

I woke up and saw Violet sleeping while sitting. We are in Celine's Room. It's unbelievable. My Only Sister Celine. I just feel like she's gonna enter her room anytime and yell. But she is no longer here. I still can't believe it. Why do you leave me behind? Wasn't the previous suffering enough that you have given me more? Who's gonna be with me? Who's gonna call me Raybro?

I curled up like a ball. I closed my eyes as tears began to roll down. It's been years since I have cried so much. I want to isolate myself from the world and be alone so no pain could reach me or else the pain is suffocating me. Life is too cruel. I stood up and looked at Violet. Because of me, even she has suffered so much. I picked her up and put her in Celine's bed. I went to my room then.

I closed the door behind me. I sat on the ground, beside the bed and put my head on the bed, closing my eyes, falling into the darkness and misery. It's all my fault. If I didn't push her awa