Chapter 42

Sakshi PoV

He can hurt me, only when I permit him to do so. If I refuse to get hurted, no one can hurt me. Now its beyond the limit.

Till now I am half dead. Letting him to do whatever he wants with my heart, soul and body. I killed myself, my self-respect and my courage.I decided. To be strong. To be confident. To be fully alive.

I trusted him. So I gave myself to him with love. I never done it with anyone. But he has no trust in me. No love too. Now I doubt his intentions while love making. For me, its lovemaking. But for him, it may be just fulfilling his need.

My heart started crying at my words. I can’t help. Controlling tears shed by eyes is difficult at this moment. How can I expect to control tears shed by heart?

I failed in love. I failed in love after marrying my love. I failed as a wife in regaining husband’s love. But I don’t fail in life. I won’t fail as a woman. I will become a successful mother. I will be an inspirational businesswoman.