Chapter 52

ADRIANA

After Daciana left, I had nothing to do, I didn't feel motivated to do anything with the thoughts running through my mind. I felt guilty for whatever she was going to do to her brother and I tried as much as I could to mindlink her. Xander spoke with me through mindlink last night so I thought I would manage, but again I failed.

I felt like the failure my father always says, never getting anything right in my life. I felt too weak to even eat and get dressed so I just ended up going back to bed. I didn't sleep, I didn't think I would have been able to sleep either way.

As a sort of punishment to myself, purely because I felt like I deserved it, I laid on my back which hurt like hell. But I felt a sliver of satisfaction, like I was finally getting something I deserve.

I laid there for what felt like hours, Candace didn't come back which I was glad for. Being nice or even pretending to was something I didn't have the energy to d