Chapter 19

Cathalina's Point of View: 

 When I didn't see them at the door, tears immediately came to my eyes. My chest is tight and I feel like I'm slowly being destroyed inside. I can't believe that I was able to be strong even just a little bit and I'm about to give up. I am really thankful because Tristan is here and he has been my strength. Instead of greeting me, he even raised his hand.

 I really hoped that he would take care of me and that his attention was on me, but I was wrong in thinking that. It's really hard to rely on people who can't live up to their word and who you thought wouldn't let you down. In the eyes, I'm the one who's wrong. 

It's hard to explain yourself to people who aren't ready to listen to me and my explanation. I pitied myself so much and only now I feel insecurities in my body when it comes to the family I have. Why are others' families happy, why is mine sad? Aren't I hi