Chapter 142

(Lizzie POV)

It's been three years of being with Holden alone.

Three years of thinking about how Dean abandoned me and his kids to heaven knows where.

Three years of him literarily divorcing me.

And three years of non stop memories of our first encounter, first bdsm sex and how he eventually ended up marrying me.

These past years, I've not been able to stop thinking about him. To say I missed him would be an understatement. In fact, I actually feel like a part of me was taken away from me.

I've been through tears, pains and sicknesses arising from the heartbreak of his sudden departure.

Holden has been true to his word. He's been a good father to all the kids, including those of Dean and he's been a loving, caring, faithful and sexy husband too. He's actually made me forget ever being in a threesome relationship involving Dean. 

Can I say I also missed the hard Dom/sub bdsm sex with Dean? Holden has literarily been like a Dom