Chapter 77

(Deacon POV)

Holy fuck.

Fuck.

Shit, fuck, bollocks, MOTHER FUCKING SHIT!

I can’t get the image out of my head.

Bethany slumped in my arms with blood seeping down her legs…

The blood, oh God, so much blood.

My son, Maddox... I don’t even know if he’s alive, or Bethany.

I’m stuck out here in the crowded hallway; most of the pack had to be so fucking nosey and join us while we’re stuck in limbo!

I know it’s the pack’s future at stake here, but this is MY son. MY ex. MY family in there with their lives on the line.

MY FAMILY, NOT THEIRS.

It’s been 47 minutes since Christian and the pack nurses had whisked Bethany off, prepping her for surgery.

Those words, emergency caesarean clouding my every thought.

This wasn’t how it was meant to go!

Bethany and I had a strict birthing plan; no pain relief, water birth, calm and soothing. We wanted Maddox to come into the world at peace, not dr***ed up or