Chapter 82

(Deacon POV)

I’m a dick.

I’m a dick.

I’m the world’s worst mate.

Stupid, pathetic, weak bastard!

Head in my hands, tears threatening to fall as I wallow in my self-hatred, wondering whether I was doing the right thing; I knew Virginia deserved better than what I had put her through all this time, I knew Declan was better suited than I was and treated her like a princess. I should’ve given her my all; I should have saved myself for Virginia and not pursued my senseless crush on Bethany like I did. I shouldn’t have slept with Bethany and as a result created Maddox. How was any of this fair on Virginia?

No I didn’t expect to find my mate so quickly, no I didn’t expect the drama that came with it but I was the one that made a mistake, not her. Virginia had been nothing but selfless, patient and loving; she had given her all to our messed up three-way relationship while I had been selflish, self-indulged and ignorant to her needs.

This