Chapter 34. Nightmare

Dad would never be harmed especially Savier. But I’ll leave Savier here. I can’t have both of them because it’s so complicated.

Fuck! I have to decide. I don’t want this kind of lifestyle to be experienced by Savier. I want him back to normal. I made things worse and complicated. I think the unlucky word is my twin. Everyone who is important to me is doomed.

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I was gripping tight on his hard shoulders while he was thrusting so hard and fast. I’ll miss his touch, his scent and the warmth of his body. He didn’t notice the tears in my eyes because of the darkness. For the last time I’ll cherish this moment. For the last time I want to make love with him as long as I want.

The next day the sun did not shine bright but the dark clouds and it seemed to rain. So Savier has no work today.

“What’s wrong?” he seemed to notice my silence.

I shook my head and smiled. “Nothing. I just miss Papa.”

His jaw clenched at he nodded like he don’t care. He is