Chapter 57

MELISSA

"I know this might all be new and scary for you, but if you let me show you, maybe you'll like it as much as I do."

"Jacob, I don't have time to think about this right now, please," I say, and he walks out the door, looking at me again.

"Please think about it, and I'll be waiting for your call to hear your decision," he says before turning and walking away. I close the door and close my eyes before taking a deep breath and thinking about what has just happened here.

Jacob can't give me love, and I'm in love with him, which makes the situation more complicated. I still don't know anything about the BDSM world, I've only watched two movies about it, but I still don't know the reality of Jacob's world.

I don't know if I could handle a sex-only relationship with a man I love, I don't know if I could just be a submissive for him. I sigh and open my eyes before looking out of the window and remembering that I need to go home, Gabriel is long gone, and