Chapter 87

"I am sorry, I didn't mean to snap at you. It is just, I don't know, Amelia, you have no idea what it was like seeing you in that warehouse. I walked in and there you were, helpless. I have never felt guilt as I felt that day. And to think it was all for a stupid misguided lie. You and Ashley had to suffer the trauma of being kidnapped by a madman, and it was for nothing. I can't forgive Sheryl and I definitely wouldn't forgive Tyler. I can't possibly move past my own contribution to the situation. I am responsible and I wouldn't be myself if I just shoved it aside and continue fucking you like that wasn't what endangered your life in the first place." Linc says, his face twisted with displeasure at some parts of his monologue. I guess I would never really see his point of view of the situation with Tyler.

I don't know what to say. I feel conflicted. His logic makes sense. It is charismatic and typical of him. That is the man I know and fell in love with. The only man I know who woul