Book 1: Chapter 20

That was why he had lived the twenty eight years of his life without a single girlfriend, he found it had to trust women, and he had lived with his own theory, ‘give them your heart, and they will hurt you’. So he tried not to give them his heart but his one mistake has refused to leave him.

He had given his heart away but got hurt in the end, he had been angry, sad, lonely, and every day he has to see her living happily and smiling. He had stalked her then, followed her everywhere she went, he planted people to watch her for him, and they report to him every day; she was always happy, while he was always sad and lonely.

All he had wanted was just to be in her arms, to place his head on her chest and have her hug him affectionately; he had loved her, oh God, he had loved her, more than himself, more than his mother, more than his grandmother who was his ideal woman, but she had hurt him, she had hurt him more than anybody else and countless times.

She made his lif