Chapter 104. Wild Mind

My mind begins to go crazy again. No longer able to focus on one thing. It’s drifting between things, the person acting like me. If Ethan will be here, what tonight even is.

Then, Winter, of course, gets involved with her obsession with Darius and Hades. As if I don’t have enough things trying to drown me from the inside out, she is also partially focused on wherever Kellan is to ensure he’s close.

I try to focus on something, or rather anything, that isn’t Darius and the closeness between us, but I fail. My mind slowly becomes obsessed with him.

“Kellan and I will join you to eat, then we...” I block out his words; they seem to become quieter and quieter. My hands move and pull him to me.

“Elara, did you hear me?” My head shakes at his words. I didn’t. I was too focused on feeling him touch me. His lips move down my neck, slowly b