Chapter 50

Amelia’s POV

I ran off to my room, shutting the door behind me. My knees felt weak and I held them as I slipped down slowly to the floor.

When would I stop being a fool? I mean nothing to Alessandro, can’t I just get that straight with?

I felt like I was cursed, cursed to be unloved. I was just so pathetic and my life was full of torments upon torments.

A pitiful soul, that’s what I am. It’s fine, I won’t ask him anymore. Not anymore.

Fuck!

I should just accept things the way they were; I’m nothing to Alessandro but his sex toy and his cum dump just as those girls had said.

I stood up and ran my fingers through my hair, sighing.

Fuck you, Alessandro. This was just the end; the end of my feelings for you.

Love shouldn’t be begged for; it should be something genuine, something deep and from the bottom of the heart, the depth of one’s soul. Unconditional and pure.

But Alessandro says love breaks. I could say h