Chapter 13

I completely averted my gaze and turn my back away from him. My tears continued to pour as I shut the door. My old foot hard bones seemed to melt away. My previously tight posture had been utterly destroyed.

So that no one could hear my sobs, I covered my mouth with my palm.

I’d like to know why I’m feeling this way. I wanted to love him with all my heart, but he was like a piece that needed to be fitted together. He appears to be a query disguised as a secret. He’s my husband, yet I have no idea what his favorite color is. I know I don’t have feelings for him yet, but my heart feels like it’s being hammered.

The next morning, I awoke to the sound of my phone ringing. While my eyes were still closed, I was seeking for it using my hands next to my pillow, and when it was answered, it was just in my ear, ready for the caller to speak.

“What? What happened to you and Randall? Did you immediately give in to his sweet words?” That was Ava’s opening to me. I didn’t